i've never felt like i do right now after being five hours away from home for the past seven weeks. i'm glad i'm here going to school, i need that, but it's been hard to meet people and make friends. i have no reason to go out and find new friends, i already have great friends who i miss to death. i just need to give it some time i guess. i'll meet people eventually regardless.
growing up one of the things i'd always hear that would scare me to death would be when like a teacher or something would say something like, you won't keep in touch with the people you went to elementary school with, and probably not too many people from junior high and high school, you'll meet most of your life long friends in college. i hated that and never wanted to believe it. this doesn't really have to do with school, i've met a lot of my friends outside of my school, but it's related. i guess i just think back to good times with friends i've kind of fallen out of touch with, and wish i hadn't. it's not that i've fallen on bad terms with people, it's just that things have happened and i've just kind of grown apart from those people. i mean, i'm 22 now, and growing up is inevitable, but i'm ready to lose touch with people who have been close to me over the years.
it's starting to get colder outside, which means fall is here, and winter is right around the corner. the semester is already half way over and i'm happy with how i'm doing so far. the time i've been spending alone in my dorm has been well spent studying and keeping up. i think about a lot of things too, which led to the previous paragraph.
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